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Basic biology is to keep reviewing and sharing a shock till the deeper unconscious reflex reactions that happen when the higher centers are overwhelmed and lose their rational filtering, begin to get programmed back up into the rational regions and lose their emotional reflex charge w/o losing their meaning.
One of my wives was a head shrink MD who shy'd away from just numbing patients out, though it meant more intense drama for pt's and staff, later the stories were - thank yous for letting me face this safely till resolved to get on with what life is left. The ones that had more biological metabolic reasons for emotional states that were treated as if a mental state only too often committed suicide.
One of my ghosts that whispers in my ear, "Tiger" was a UK rider-collector, was tee-boned to death on a pass on his 1200 kawi - last words - Is The Vincent Ok?, he was told its fine - then left us.
Another BMW world traveler I'd hooked up with d/t Peel appeal to strangers from out of state, used to chastise me on my stunts and flings on Peel, so safe disiplined he would not ride THEGravel to vist my shed, so had to cage him there, died tee-boned commuting in Texas.
I still cry at times - just don't show it on surface. Just now open brains exposed and torso's in 2-3 pieces flashes back both people and animals till I can't tell if its me or not.
One of my wives was a head shrink MD who shy'd away from just numbing patients out, though it meant more intense drama for pt's and staff, later the stories were - thank yous for letting me face this safely till resolved to get on with what life is left. The ones that had more biological metabolic reasons for emotional states that were treated as if a mental state only too often committed suicide.
One of my ghosts that whispers in my ear, "Tiger" was a UK rider-collector, was tee-boned to death on a pass on his 1200 kawi - last words - Is The Vincent Ok?, he was told its fine - then left us.
Another BMW world traveler I'd hooked up with d/t Peel appeal to strangers from out of state, used to chastise me on my stunts and flings on Peel, so safe disiplined he would not ride THEGravel to vist my shed, so had to cage him there, died tee-boned commuting in Texas.
I still cry at times - just don't show it on surface. Just now open brains exposed and torso's in 2-3 pieces flashes back both people and animals till I can't tell if its me or not.
Jim
