Fu cking great to be back home, fridge full of food, habe won Millie over again even in the wheel chair she is following me around everywhere, my daughter Virginia is staying with me to maķe sure i am safe on my own, my mate be here tomorrow for a few days.
I haven't been up to the shed yet but Virginia has filled the beer fridge up with a 30 pack of beers for me she is a good girl got her to pick up a carton on her way here, she don't drive st all but the boofhead boy friend been driving us around yesterday on his day off, fu cking hard getting in and out of our old Toyota that we gave them 2 years ago.
Going to start looking for a new second hand car for me and Debra that we both be able to drive, thinking of getting a van one that isan't to low or not to high that is auto, the old Land Rover Defender is just to big and its a manual, be to much for me + i am over it after 15 years time for something else sick of working on it and been costing us a lot of money over the last few year fixing worn out parts and working in tight spots, so over it.
A new seat made for the bath tub is being delived today so i can sit in the bath for a shower, it was made for me and Debra to make it easy for both of us, and just have to wait for the rails and back door mods to be done, so much sh it we have to go through from no failt of our own, has upset both our lives so much, but then we are still both alive, we came so close to the other side, but fu ck its hard on us both, no matter how much compensation we will get from this accident its not going to be easy for us, but its happened i can't change that, but its fu cked us both up for the time being, well for this year for sure, i just want to jump on my old Norton and go.
Our lives have been messed up from one woman mistake, but she not going through what we are going through, would never wish this on anyone, what a mess we are going through but we will get over this but i just wish Debra wasn't suffering but its hard for me to watch her going through all this pain.
Ash